uselessSuddenly had this thought... useless is the world to describe how i felt... i once hear from someone saying that if one day you feel that the world can do without you, you are pratically hopeless... that is exactly how i felt... dunno why...
i'm afraid of loneliness, yet i wanna be alone... a question i cannot even answer... what am i doing here???
J wrote a blog @10:16 pm
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KayakKaoz... went to kayak today... quite stupid lar... but was fun, with all the other people... we are one big family like i said... quite cool... hahaha... we went to kayak early about 8 plus, until afternoon 5... kaoz... today our trainer revealed that next week's training will be a bout 8 hours... kaoz... i think about it also sianz... damn shiong lar... hopefully i won't get injured or something like that... cool arh... haven't report to bedok camp to work yet... so far been attached out to train... quite cool also hor... hahaha
J wrote a blog @10:17 pm
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4 Days of hardcore training1st day (20th nov)
We went to tekong, reported at 10, had a short briefing... went to swim 800m "warm-up" lap... than went to swim 50 metre interval, within a minute, with a minute rest, intervals lar... than go on by a 100m swim interval, within 2minutes 10 secs... kaoz... that was a killer, i wasn't very good at fast sprint and especially front-crawl. but still, we all endure till the end... followed by gym circuit, with was a killer for me... had some stitch, wasn't very prepared the day before, not enough water and sleep...
2nd day (21th nov)
Went to ECP, to cycle... cycle around 8km, went to swim in the sea, drank lots of salt water... kaoz, dunno how many dead fishes and animals are decomposed inside, dirty!!! came up with dirty and wet shoes, cycle again, for 10km... went to swim again, and cycle in undulating terrain... kaoz, all was a killer because i am using rent bikes... which wasn't very good, can't change gear and stuffs... kaoz... went to run 7km again later... lots of my team mate had cramps... well, wasn't a good sign, but still, i'll always remember... FABB = For A Better Body
3rd day (22nd nov)
Went back to tekong, sat a tonner to old sispec... went to the specialist tower, did ascending, rapelling, sports climbing... skill based, wasn't that tough that day, but ended quite late, and also lucky it was on wednesday, good day for us to recover... know alot of friends, tekong guys, and a lot of other PTI... one whole family of endure and excel...
4th day (23rd nov)
Went to tekong again, chief infantry officer came to visit our training... today was the toughest of all, but i guess most of our body are conditioned for this... we swam 600m and ran 1.6km for 5 times... it is done in a circuit way... every round i clocked around 21 minute, so it was a not bad time... kaoz, my heart nearly pop out... damn, i felt as if i am gonna die... we ran 4 rounds the track after the swim, we ran in swimming trunks... looks funny hor... hahaha... skin tearing soon, sunburn like hell... hahaha... well, after that, we had 250m of intervals, front-crawl... my weak swimming style... nearly killed me... but we started early, ended early... i went home and slept, than at night went to bedok FCC to report... they having a ORD farewell party, so wasn't that bad... we went there to intro ourselves and know some people... well, the life there wasn't that bad, i like it a lot... hope the new OC won't be that much of a difference...
Tomolo we going down to kallang, do a kayak, skill based training... hope not to shiong also... also hope the weater will be good... see ya!!!
J wrote a blog @11:27 pm
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POP loh, training for a SAFRA adventure race now...Well, tot that life being a trainee is over... well, welcome to life being a commander... kaoz... this is different... what we see, usually is not as good... there goes a saying "the grass is always greener on the other side of the field" well, guys, its true...
Been training these few days, doing kayak, running triathlon, sports climbing, rapelling, etc... kaoz... wasn't that great... everytime the moment i reach home, it will be like, wanting to sit down, listen to some great relaxing music, and think of yourself being in hawaii... hahhaa... thats just dream lar hor... dream dream...
Seen half of the world... the other half has yet to come, but i believe it will be dark and gloomy... need someone to guide me along, forever...
J wrote a blog @7:05 pm
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Robbie William - She's The OneI was her she was me
We were one we were free
And if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
We were young we were wrong
We were fine all along
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
When you get to where you wanna go
And you know the things you wanna know
You're smiling
When you said what you wanna say
And you know the way you wanna play
You'll be so high you'll be flying
Though the sea will be strong
I know we'll carry on
Cos if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
When you get to where you wanna go
And you know the things you wanna know
You're smiling
When you said what you wanna say
And you know the way you wanna say it
You'll be so high you'll be flying
I was her she was me
We were one we were free
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
Yeah she's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
J wrote a blog @11:32 pm
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The Specialist CreedI am a specialist of the Singapore Armed Forces,
With Pride I Lead.
I excel in my field, ensure the discipline of my men,
And their mission readiness.
I will overcome Adversity with my Fighting Spirit,
I will defend Singapore WITH MY LIFE!!!
J wrote a blog @8:49 pm
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3 more days3 more days, to get my chevron... hahaha... good feeling, but well, think this 3 days will be quite harsh lar, cause i am sick... plus, i need to take my IPPT on monday... kaoz... i hope i can get a gold... than it will be great.. great... great... anyway, i changed my tagboard, hope you all have no problems entering my blog webby again... cause the tagboard last time i also dunno what had happened to it... anyway, i am recovering le, so good... seems like no one likes to read my blog, well, maybe i didn't advertise it enough... hahaha, ok lar, this one is a normal diary lar... anyway, guys, gtg... byebye!!!
J wrote a blog @5:05 pm
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