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Saturday, July 31, 2004
Simple life

Well, woke up at 9 plus... wasn't feeling energtic, even though i had an early sleep yesterday... maybe because of the accumulated tireness over this week... but at least have a proper sleep, at least... for a day... well, went to school later... wasn't too happy with my parents... they make me pass up a form, saying only one parent going, but in the end, always give excuse to make both of them go... might as well put 2 of them going, at least if one not going, can say sick... they always like that, well, too bad i am their child... same old thing, go there, see principle talk, take results, than go home... my dad saw the OM, and he know him... well, wasn't too surprising, cause he already tell me he know him already... just today the OM got to know that he had a son studying in SRJC... well, sianz... 1S18 branda, right? my dad and her mom are old friends, but they did not see each other, lucky.... hahaha...

Erm, after that, i went to bedok to buy a cordless phone... actually, it is a DECT phone and went home... after that, went to see my cousin... he injured his leg, went to see him... eat chicken wings we bought to his house... he live in a bunglow type houses, which his father company's worker design for them... exactly as you are thinking, my cousin's father owns a construction company... Wisma Atria, was build by his company... and of course some other things lar... btw, went there, they talk about us and china... same old things... just saying that with our education now, we cannot make out much, must really work hard... must know Kong Fu dunno what saying... well, they just like to complicate things out... i am not being arrogant here, but just wanna lead a simple life... study what i am suppose to study, take an A level cert, serve the army, go to university, get a degree, sign on with the government for a metal rice bowl, marry with a female of course, have a family, have a house, after that, retired, and die... simple isn't it??? why just can't it be like that... boring... but well, i am me... why bother how other thinks... have a firm stand... hehehe... see you guys... going to have a great chat with -.-", see you!!!


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Friday, July 30, 2004
A tiring day with robots
 
Started a school late, when i reach school, was feeling thristy... every morning like that, not sure why... went to school, wanted to find my track and field friends, to collect something, but did not manage to find them... promise a teacher to give him the thing today, did not manage to pass it to him, boring!!! today is a short day, did not went to tuition, cause my friend call me go watch I Robot... well, a great show, but the real meaning inside is doubtful to me... hahaha, trying to improve my english by using BIG words... well, words like... erm... can't think of any lar... well, saw a tennis chio bu... thinking of joining tennis CCA with my friend, but think i concentrate on one first... tennis, think about it later... well, tomolo getting results, scary... dad going with me, he will be shock to see, although he already knew the results...

Well, glad that nothing happen to me today... i mean suay things lar... lucky!!! went to a lot of action city, comic connections, did not manage to find naruto things... sianz, and the comic chapter #225 is still not out yet... how long do i have to wait to see naruto and sasuke fight... well, i mention to say something in my last few blogs... well, i have a friend, i felt that i am constantly trying to win a place in her heart... and i am doubting my place in her heart... i dun think much of steady or what, but am i a trustworthy friends to her, and to other people... well, i might be a bit talkative and like to disturb people, but this is just to make people happy, i mean it is fun, but it maybe not to others... hahaha... well, but lets not think so much, i am very naive, everyone is good guy, right?


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Thursday, July 29, 2004
Slack day
 
Had a slack day, you wanna know why? cause it is 1S19... hahaha, everytime, this teacher not here, that teacher not here... so sianz... also dunno why... but well, i will do my best for every exams and test... had a trigo test today, well, had some mistakes... put a formula paper in my pencil case, did not cheat in the end, don't dare... put the paper inside my pocket... haiZ~!, the result is lost a pen... G2 sia... go and buy a pen, $2.60!!! well, G-Tec lar... hahaha... sianz... today had a talk, 2 hours... sianz... worse of all, it is that we are sitting in a LT with no real speaker... the speaker is elsewhere... sianz... today, math teacher call Yun Xian to Jun Xian... than my class people start to disturb me and her... sianz... aiya, nothing much lar... Mr Menon not here, end class early... went to the gallery and sat for 1 and half hours... my god, look at the clouds, do GP... thats all...


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Monday, July 26, 2004
Good game, bad me
 
Well, had a great game, but bad me... did not score many, dun think even touched the ball... hahaha, well, it's ok, as long as we won... btw, had a stupid day... just joke with my friends, as usual i did, but i think i went over board, and than, erm... sianz loh... get scolded... anyway, it's over, forget about it... hehehe... must look ahead... short blog will do for today... wish to call my friend, but dun dare... hehehe... see you guys, enjoy yourself!!!


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Sunday, July 25, 2004
A boring day
 
Well, sure boring enough... it's so hot today... the heat is blowing up my head... well, sometimes it is like that, thats why i like cooling days... well, today is sure boring, thus i am not gonna make people read a boring blog... hahaha, hope it came out find, ya? just sleeping around, did some tutorials question... and nothing else... but well, saw my friend's nick, and it woke up me... i've actually obtain the first success in my life... i got a true friend, -.-"... once you have a true friend, you have obtain success... that is what my friend wrote... well, i am not a useless person actually... but in another words, my friend have obtain absolute success as she get to know me!!! hahaha, BHB hor... well, have somethings to say, hope i can remember some other day, dun wish to type out here today... as today is a boring day... hahaha, stop here will do... next time, it will all be fine!!!


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Saturday, July 24, 2004
The hungry me
 
A short summary of what i did today... in fact, nothing useful... went out to eat dinner at night, the rest of the day had a headache... hahaha, so painful... i managed to get through the pain... saw samy chan outside, well, she saw me first, and daren tell me it was her... i sms her... apologising, cause when i outside, i never say hi to anyone, due to the stupid short sightness of my eye... hahaha... well, had a good day today, thinking of how am i gonna play on monday's match... hahaha... short blog will do... and remember, attitude is the best thing... see you guys!!!


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Facts of life 
 
WHAT MAKES LIFE 100 % ?
IF = A  B  C  D  E  F  G  H  I  J   K   L   M  N
       1  2  3  4  5  6  7  8  9  10 11 12 13 14

       O   P  Q   R  S   T  U   V  W  X  Y  Z
       15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

Then
H  A  R   D  W   O   R   K
8  1  18  4  23  15 18  11 = 98 %

K   N   O   W  L   E   D  G  E
11 14  15  23 12  5  4   7  5 = 96 %

A  T    T  I   T   U  D  E
1  20 20  9  20 21 4  5 = 100 %

True, isn't it ?


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Friday, July 23, 2004
Supreme Touched
 
Today went to the car, half way to my brother's camp, found out that i never wear p.e t shirt... oh my god... die, first period is p.e... and i sms my friend, just to tell her that i forget to bring p.e t shirt, than she suddenly just called me, when she was about to leave her house, and she was going to late... and she still call me, and ask me if i wanted the p.e t shirt... oh my god, she actually wanna lend me... i am super duper touched!!! hahaha, thanks friend!!! muack, give you a kiss lar, but guess you will reject it... hahaha, but in the end, i rejected her offer... cause i think i will dirty her shirt... i tell her that shirt she wear before, i dun want... she say i bad, but i explain to her that it is just that i dun wanna dirty her clothes... thanks!!! hahaha, a tribute to you lar this page... today just write about you!!! ok??? am i good??? hahahaha... my friend is -.-"


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Thursday, July 22, 2004
Shag

Really had a shag day... attend whole day of school, become xiao hun hun liao... we all going to hun the rest of the days in SRJC... hahaha, hope can just managed to get through... well, a class that cannot excel in studies, that is 1S19, but out spirits will never be destoryed... hahaha, going for inter-house basketball... 8 players out of 10 is from 1S19, we are going to show that we can excel in sports... we just need something called teamwork, please... pass the ball to me!!! hahaha... nah, our teamwork very good already, just like what they say, right??? spirit of 1S19, never break... hahaha... we are going to be the nemesis of the other houses...

Well, today went to play basketball at Hougang CC... damn what the hell... they all so good... hahaha, xiao hun hun what... unlike us, louya xiao hun hun... even a minior thing also cannot do properly... and one more thing, i never go track... die die die... scare to face the coach already... dunno why, suddenly fell in love with dolphins... i never touched a dolphin before... well, i hope i can be a dolphin... swim freely in the cooling ocean... i love cool things, if tomolo, the weather very cooling, it will be an advantage to us... i believe lar... hahaha, believe in yourself!!! i getting lame liao lar... today just normal school days, nothing one lar... hahaha... well, gtg... i will buck up myself... and show that i excel in somethings... hahaha... bye!!! see you guys!!!


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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Don't worry, smile always
 
Well, first time sick during my days as a SRJCians... well, did not wanted to, but no choice... today is SRJCians day, as you know, i wasn't a loyal one, thus sick... guess fate lar... hahaha, was pretending only lar... went to see the doctor for check-up... i really had check-up, but pretending to be sick... at least i have a reason to go and see the doctor... well, woke up around 9 plus, went to see the doctor, later went to Kovan... which is near my school, pray that no teacher see me man... hahaha, went there and study with my friend, -.-"... was suppose to study lar, in the end, went to her house and watch Final Destination. it was a great show man, and i like it... hahaha, really... met her two friends, Rebecca and Diana... well, they were both cute friends... they taught me how to write barcode, well, secret... got a few code very difficult to write, so sad... hahaha, they say i very auntie... grrr... but never mind, i am born talkative, but at home very quiet... sometimes, my parents will thought that i got trouble... hahaha... dunno why i at home and outside totally different... well, had a great day, but everyone seems to tired... -.-", YJ, and others, they all seem so tired, hope they can be more fresh tomolo when i see them... well, i hate school, no choice but to continue... this is a path i choosed, and no way i am gonna turn back... since i am at this path, i will try my best... you will see me as the most improved student of the year... hahaha, hope so lar... cause i will always remember, a person must be humble... and erase rush from your life...



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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Great day
 
Well, we had a shorter day than we used to have on tuesday... cause tonight we are suppose to have drama, than people are released early, some only lar, than CT say we all can go early... but he push up GP into the CT period... so we missed the CT... but well, just like Malcolm said, we do not need CT period... 1S19 is the BEST... hahaha... well, while i am typing, there is one insect that goes around my arm... feeling damn uncomfortable... strange insect, well, it has shiny body... hahaha... tomolo is racial harmony day, and SRJCians day... we can wear home clothes... strange right? but i am not going, sound stupid man... but anyway, i going to see doctor for check-up, thus i do not think i am going to school... lame day loh... if really i had no choice but to go, i will wear school uniform loh... bloody...
 
Well, my prediction is correct... Mr Yang did scold us today... and today's physics lesson is the best of all... everyone went up to write, well, some lar... hahahaha... and today if buy 4D, tomolo sure come out one... Malcolm went to P.E, Yan Fen and some girls went to do question for physics lesson... and than Kian Leap kana physcho to play basketball... nice one!!! i think i go pick a few numbers, at least 8, than i go anyhow mix them... hahaha, see good anot... hahaha, but won't go buy one lar... and indeed, i borrowed Malcolm's gel for my hair today... after P.E... and 1S19 is so notorious that even the school gave us a toilet, for 1S19... S block 4th floor that one... for us one... and i think i very bad, but i think it is fun... Mr Goh asked for a group name, and my group have someone with curly hair, Benson lar... and i called the group Curl!!! hahaha... very bad hor... but fun!!! well, i am not feeling very good today, not sure why... not mentally, but this time is physically... and even an insect wanna bully me... well, thats all for now, i going to Malcolm's blog and TAG already... hahaha, he say me long time no tag already... die die, later he say something bad a bout me, i die... see you guys later!!! byebye...


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Monday, July 19, 2004
Feeling strange
 
Well, after today's school, i and a few of my female classmate went to buy present for other classmates... well, as expected, their birthday are here... of course lar, birthday of course buy birthday present lar... hahaha, so we went to heartland mall, and later eat here... Yoshinoya... this is the first time i am eating there, and later, i am going back home to eat again. hahaha... today's school is a long long day... did not had much fun... well, was thinking of something today... how sad is naruto when sakura dun like him... he always look so strong, maybe i should learn more from him... actually we are not supposed to go home after the physics pratical, but no choice... the teacher wasn't in class, he actually went out during out practical... not sure what is he thinking, but than, i was like, dun care also lar... since he dun care about us, and after our pratical, we can just go off... hahaha...
 
Well, Yeong Chee and Malcolm was saying i like to disturb them... hahaha... nah, i am actually a good person(just prasing myself)... well, when i am serious, i am serious... when i am lame, i am the lamest person you can meet... hahaha... well, had no intention in bullying anyone, so dun blame me... hahaha... watched gatekeepers 21, wasn't so good... the legendary Shun Ukiya wasn't in the show, and it only has 6 episode... quite lame right? short story, cannot even explain everything... after watching, my face is like -.-"... total shockness... hahaha... well, my OG friend today just online in msn... well, was surprised to see her, but she did not remember me... nah, it's ok, i has been 3 months since our OG have seperated... well, today was feeling strange when i am out with my female classmate... went home, and than now, still abit strange... but at this point when i am typing, hahaha, i am feeling great... cool, can't wait for wednesday, when i can go see everyone wearing home clothes... nah, i am not going... hahaha, had a doctor appointment that day... well, another reason is to dun let people see how bad my taste is... and i am thinking if i should put gel tomolo anot... long time no put, maybe should consider, and maybe not... causei  dun quite like oily hair... hahaha, or maybe can use friend's Gel...
 
Ok, gtg... byebye...


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Sunday, July 18, 2004
Interact with god, for the first time
 
Well, went to a church this morning, as expected, there is a lot of people. well, i went there with -.-", my best friend. hahaha, she brought her family members along too, her mom, dad and brother. well, i waited for 35 minutes, for them to arrive. but never mind, it's ok, cause i don't mind. hehehe, lame reason ya? well, went in, sat down on a plastic chair... start to listen to a professor speech, and when he tell us to take out the bible, the person beside me offered to share... well, of course, i said no, cause the words are too small, and it will be very paiseh to ask her to hold up higher... so i rejected the offered by saying no thanks... well, i was thinking about bruce almighty... cause the person talk about walking on water... same as bruce almighty... hahaha, well... one fact i know about it, among all religions, christians are people who are very very kind... they are really good, friendly... of course, there are some blacksheeps among them, people like Malcolm, hahaha... just kidding lar, just wanna annouce his name in my blog... well, prayed for my friend today. just hope that this pray can help her, and i just wanna help her... given my current situation, i can do nothing to help her, just to pray for her, and keep her inside my prayers...
 
Well, during the speech, i was listening and thinking about another thing... what happen, if me, a none christian, married a christian... but one thing is, the chances are very slim, no way right? i also not sure why would i suddenly though of that question... well, i am a person who is not superstitious. i believe in more science like lar... but sometimes, i do really pray to buddha for help, well, this is selfish right? got help than pray for it, no need help than don't care... wanna know what i believe? i'll tell you, i believe that after people die, they get reborn... see their sins lar, commit a lot of sin, you have to repay next life... hahaha, more on buddhist side loh... because what i cannot explain with science, i will use the buddhist part to explain, and i found it more sensible... but ghost, demon all this, i do not believe so much loh... aiya, but never mind, what i think most important is to live happily this life... after you die, you'll know the truth, so no need bother so much... hahaha... well, this paragraph, hope i did not offend anyone, if have, just tell me... i delete it...
 
Had a great day today... went out and eat... so happy, hope there are more of this, but chances are slim too... hahaha, but never mind, our friendship is a line that'll never be broken... take care!!!




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Saturday, July 17, 2004
Jack of all trades; master of none
 
Well, what a turn over man... i went to bedok reserviour in the morning... cause cross country was held there in the morning... well, it did rain, but i also dunno why people will go there, hahaha, quite lame lar, if i know it rain hor, i sure won't go one... but than after the rain stopped, i meet my friend and we went to there and visit our teacher... well, the NPCC OC, i was a bit scare to see them, so i did not dare to talk much... well, he sent me to the NPCC C.I course, and i back out the last minute... i went to the course for two days, and i like that... just quit, was very irresponsible of me, but than hor, i was really stress... hehehe, just hope that i could buck up from the incident, and be myself again... hahaha...
 
I just came back from the street soccer court below my house... after i meet my teacher, we go meet a group of friends, sec 5 one, still in junyuan, and we go eat... sometimes i do go out with them, but just like what -.-" said,  they do not really know me... erm, i was quite happy than, cause it was really a turn over... it has been a long time since i have played in the street soccer court, and most of the times i am the goalkeeper... well, goalkeeper are sacrifice one loh, cause always kana hit by the ball one... hehehe, before i enter the street soccer court, i was really terrified... man, i was thinking how to overcome it... and well, it came to me that i must face it like naruto, and not just hide like a coward... and i did enter, but than not longer than 5 minutes, we came out... i quickly conceded two goals, the condition for a group to leave the soccer court. well, we play league, thus each group has 5 people, and winner stays...
 
But after one group left, that group was my brother's friend, but i do not know them, cause my brother also not very close with them... after that group left, i sub sebast as the goalkeeper... that is when it was a turn over... i start to save a lot of goals, was quite on form though, but still got concede some, not as much as the first time, and most importantly, not as quickly... hahaha... the goalkeeper on the other side is very good too. i heard he is from tampines rover youth club... my god, me, a nobody, competing with a S.League player... hahaha, a trained one somemore... well, i intended to be as good as him, but i did saved a lot of balls... and conceded some stupid one... well, i was shag like hell, after a long game, as there was no other groups, no matter how many goals i conceded, it will still be the same...
 
Hahaha, we will still play, so there was not much stress on me... at last, there was a goal which is stupid, and i am still thinking about it... there was 4 striker from the other team, well, they were rushing towards me... actually i wanted to try and save the goal, but i intended not too... i do not have the motivation at that moment... there was 4 against one, and i just stand at the side of the goal, let them score... hahaha, stupid right? but not choice lar, cause i really not motivated for that goal... and the oppenent as me why i did that, i say 4 against one, i shag lar... and he tell me that i should at least try... after that, sebast sub me again... well, my friend also tell me that i should save that one... i was thinking, am i suppose to save it... hahaha, maybe i too shag lar... but still, it was a good game... and i will reflect on my attitude for not saving the goal... hahaha, but this is a trival matter, not very important, so lets not worry... a long blog, cause it was really interesting, like writing story like that, soccer sia... my favourite sport... i know how to play most of the things, but have no talent in all... jack of all trades, master of none...


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Friday, July 16, 2004
Will god really lay a path for people?
 
Wow, blog got new style sia... still got short cut... and colour... style man... well, i just came back from school, was so tired... actually can go home today at 1:00, but i have phyics make up tutorial, 1:30 to 2:30, and i went to the library to wait for my tutee to come.  it wasn't a very good experience... i see my old foolish self in the tutee, just don't like to work. hahaha, well, i think i managed to change abit, but malcolm must constantly remind me, if not, i will forget. hehe, today saw a chio bu, name cindy... my friend's friend... hahaha, but because of short sightness problems, did not managed to see her clearly... if i see her another time, i will forget how she look like already. and still, i say she chio bu because a lot of people say... hahaha... well, heard my best friend went to cut hair, wanna see how she look like, can have chance to laugh at her, well, can't blame me for laughing, but if i really wanna change, cannot laugh, must tahan...
 
Well, my classmate today take bus with me, and i did something horrible. well, i think i let her remind of something she doesn't want, makes me felt so guilty after that... i made her sigh, which killed an angel already. haiZ~!, wasn't feeling good after that... was thinking how horrible am i... but now, i think now is not the time to think how horrible i am, it is the time to reflect on myself, and than see space for improvement... hope she can get through with it... really does, my prayers are on her... may god set a pleasent path for her to walk, please... me and other people who cares about her will be really grateful... you yourself must take care too!!! hehehe...



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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
No title

Can't think of title... no more title to put, today's title is -.-"... and i got nothing to say... really, chatting on the phone now, just came back from track... do we really have to put a title for every blog, i guess not loh... haiZ~!... hehehe, but i dun think i will be sad, i promise you all right? hehehe, should be happy... well, sad that naruto ends here, and the ending is not here yet... sorry, nothing to talk about... really sianz, no soccer, and F1, M.S keep winning... sianz... nah, so sianz... so sianz... butt very pain, due to overtime of sitting in front of the computer... hehehe... found a lot of secrets today, but all must be kept... well, promise to tell no one right? hahaha... try to lar... short blog, stay happy, and bye bye...


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Monday, July 12, 2004
No more big mouth

Well, i agree that i am big mouth, but until today, i realised that i might have hurt a lot of people around me with that mouth of mine. well, sorry... i seriously say sorry, i trying to change, ok? hehehe... well, today recieved the news that i am one of them who have passed the physics test, out of the 6... well, good job to myself, i will work harder... no more fooling around... hey, people, forgive if i still am the old self, cause it really take time to change, ok? well, i have downloaded finish the comic of naruto, till chapter 223 i think. the lastest that anyone can find... hehehe, well, it end in a very bad way, but no choice, this is comic. hehehe, about my previous blog and the previous previous one, during those time, i am feeling down... but i managed to overcome them, well, i have choose this path, i have to have to courage to overcome them... right?

Well, glad that a lot of people care for me... thanks guys, and gals... hahaha, i am gonna be fine, this will be the last "cannot take it" blog i am going to write, ok? trust me, from today onwards, blog are going to be happy mood... no matter what happen, i am going to take it nicely, just like naruto!!! well, see you guys... btw, naruto is a comic character that i admire a lot, kakashi too... they take things easily, i should learn from them... and take care people!!!


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Saturday, July 10, 2004
Backed

Well, backed after so many days... miss those who are reading, well, actually miss myself. well, i wasn't feeling very good the past few days. i got back my math results, did not do so well, well, as expected, right? now, i am worrying about my PW... wanted to find someone and tell him/her all the things, well, believe now no one can help me... i have lots of fustration i wanna say out, but no one to listen to... who could help me? can tell me? any stupid hotline, free one please, for students with trouble to talk to? any counselling centre? free one also lar... well, i need them? i am asking myself... i dun wanna be weak, but this is so unfair... well, 3 of my group members not serious, and me? i am dragged down by them... what am i suppose to do? you tell me?

Very unfair, cause you know why? i studied so hard, i dare say, harder than anyone else in 1S19... i did all the tutorials, i did all assignment, i listen during lectures, i studied for test... everything came out flunked... is there a better word for it? no, nothing!!! unfair isn't it? i read an article about Project Work, well, it sucks... people interview, of course interview those with good grades, and the person will of course say somethings, about how they overcome this and that... well, what about us? there are problems not seen by them, those genius... am i a dropout??? i guess i really am... people can go RJC, when they are in orchard everyday... i did not went to orchard for more than 10 times, and i am in SRJC... well, i studied hard for O levels, did my best, tried my best... this is the best i can get??? this is it, it over man... no way anything i do could change it... i wanna be strong, i wanna stand up and overcome the problems i have now, but how??? a person doing 4 people's work??? hahaha, somebody can, but a dropout like me? well, you know the answer yourself ok?

I tried to tell them to do things, but they have no sense of responsibility... i gave them work, they dragged and dragged... now, when i have things to do, only a fool would give them to do, right? they broke the trust between us... broken... well, i dun wish to trust them, but neither do i wish to do all the work alone... you can imagine now, i am here, vending my anger, and they are doing their own things, without any worries... i can't stop imagine what are they doing now... well, i wanted to be like them, dun worry about project work, than what will my PW group be like??? 10%, isn't it too much??? well, if the next year dun have PW, i will burn the whole MOE down... bloodys... gave us PW, no purpose stated, no reasons... well, should they have a hotline to help me??? a dropout??? i am a fei-ren, ok??? a bloody dropout, who had no dreams, everyone hated me... right? i need help... commit suicide is the last thing i will do, but never i say i never did consider it... well, what can i do now? can someone guide me? i will really be grateful... please :)


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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Chem Test

Well, as you know, today i got back my chemistry mid year exam paper... as usual, flunked it... well, was sad, cause i spent the whole week, studying for it... and this is my results... you reap what you sow, is not true, ok??? dun be naive and go and believe in it... well, my only hope is in math... i really hope i can get higher than D, please... but chances are low... did tutorial 12 just now, a lot cannot do... some are not even gone through in the lectures, and expect us to finish? she think we genius... well, as usual, my naruto...

The 90th episode was supposed to come out today, and in the end, it did not... so sad... was thinking of getting it to watch, and so i can have mood tomolo... but too bad, guess i have to wait for a few more weeks or few more days i think... well, my friend took a peep at my blog today... wah kao, damn malu loh... dun say anymore liao lar... hahaha... well, tomolo have track, dun wish to go leh, cause very sianz... but if i dun go, i felt that i let a lot of people down... haiZ~!... chem results, 24/100... good results...

Well, i wish i had a pen that could allow me to write out how my life would be like... and this will be what i will write:
Born in a very rich family, with quite a lot of siblings, at least 2 elder and 2 younger siblings... have a lot of houses, condo, mansion etc... have a chauffeur, a few dozens of maid, servants... well, most of all, complete my wishlist, and be smarter abit... well, get good A level results, get into a local university, got a driving license, had a car of my own... finish the university, with at least a master, went to continue some family business, and brother helping out in the business... brotherhood did not spoil because of money, stay as brother forever... well, at least for now, this is what i want... well, maybe can expand business overseas, and i look after it there, cause life here really is too fast... i am not those kind who can adapt to it... you know? so what if i got into a JC, that is nothing much... well, but there is no such pen, is there? if anyone of you found it, i am willing to do anything in order to earn it... ok???

How i wish i have access to my rooftop, so i can sit there, feel the wind, look at the stars, moon... just wanna lie there for awhile... just wanna lie...


J wrote a blog @11:08 pm

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Sunday, July 04, 2004
Had a great day yesterday

Well, it was my friend's birthday, yesterday.. Sebastian Veron, no Veron lar... hahaha, well, we all went out at 12... i had soccer in the morning, which just makes my leg hurts more... and i sprained my hand, luckily we did not play in a street soccer court... if not i am the goalkeeper already... well, met my friend at 12, and we all went to Tanglin Mall, i think is Tandlin Mall, The Oaks, and ate... cause he used to work there... well, he say he miss the place and the people very much... well, now i know why my best friend, -_-", misses her working place so much too... hahaha, so good... wish her all the best, but still, there is no gathering that last forever... hahaha, i always say that...

Well, we went to Heeren and a lot of places, got one mall i forget already... hahaha... and Sebast did something bad to me... makes me so malu... we walk pass Tampines Mall selling "ba gua", and than my friend shouted, "Jun Yang, you wanna eat ba gua izzit"... wah kao, makes me so malu... haiZ~!, so sad... hahaha... well, saw few of my friends, some have stead, some grow thinner, some grow taller, some become lamer... well, the lamer one is myself lar... hahaha, lame anot? :P, sounds stupid right? tomolo going sentosa, dunno what to wear... well, rocmoc people going too... hahaha... and i have been thinking about cosplaying, but in the end, there is no way i have the character to do it... well, i am still finding a talent for myself... i still have no talent, i believe everyone has a talent... i saw my friend with a group of artist, well, she has been drawing comic since sec 1, my god... that is her talent, well, my talent is nothing, i just have a golden mouth, that is use to suan people... hahaha, well, a blog too long won't do any good i believe... hehehe, so, take care guys, especailly -_-", well, so long have not heard from you, was worrying about you, you know... hehehe...


J wrote a blog @11:40 pm

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Missing Naruto

Well, because the anime episode has not finish yet, and i am at 89th episode... the 90th is coming out soon... 7th of july... good date... well, really wanna know how it ends, hehehe, a very good show, i love it... well, i know my blog have been unevenly... hehehe, well, busy what, watchin naruto and all... have been buying some naruto collectables, well, all very nice one... i love them all!!! well, seriously speaking, i do no know how to blog... just hope that 10 years later, when i read these, i will laugh at myself... hahaha, seeing the old me, makes me laught too, even now... well, JC life changed me a lot... i know lots of new friends... holiday is like a barrier between me and my good friend... due to the exams, she has not been onlining, i have not been seeing her... had not chat with her for a long long time... quite sad though... well, school is reopening, and the busy life is coming too... lectures and all, tutorials... and one thing that 1S19 scares the most... the result of the test... do you agree anot? Malcolm, Zhi Jia, Yeong Chee, and all those who slack around... but i believe that Yeong Chee can make it... unlike us, right? well, thats it for today, and later 2:45am game, may the best team win!!! byebye :)


J wrote a blog @9:52 pm

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Friday, July 02, 2004
Czech

Czech Republic, first lose after 16 wins... well, it was an unexpceted lose, quite sad... but before that, i already know that greece is going to make it to the finals... seen their performance, they are good, but it's ok, czech also improved a lot... hehehe, well, have not been blogging right? exams lar, but it was real fun, it is the most fun exam period i have ever been through... imagine, we were like, treating as if there is no exams... hahaha, great fun... well, i watched spider-man 2 already... real good show, i like it... very touching too... i went there with some of my classmates, well, there was a guy who sat beside me, and than he was like laughing very digusting... and my friend thought that the laughter belongs to me, my god!!! i laugh better than him loh... well, that guy went to watch alone, quite sad hor... hahaha, well, after that, we went around, shopping and talking... it was very fun though...

It was a great show, must watch hor... haiZ~!, watched naruto already, slip one part of the show, and than watch others... it has not shown finish yet, thus it has not end, haiZ~!, dunno how would the ending be like... well, have to go already... i need to go out walk walk... after that, tomolo go do my tutorial 12, and than sunday and monday can play already... hope i can finish by tomolo lar, hope hope hope...


J wrote a blog @11:55 am

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