A word for no word???
Well, i bloggin now... it is before my competition time, i have to reach macritchie at 2:15... i ain't nervous, because i just seen naruto's new released comic... i have been waiting a month for it to be release, and when i saw it, i looked into every single detail of the manga... it was so so great!!! i have a feeling that no word can describe... after i've seen the comic, i have to things i felt like i wanna do... but the comic, or but the vcd... but still, i dun think both will be nice... comic is in chinese, the vcd is in jap or chinese, i ain't sure too... one thing is to write all my collections inside those blank cd... hahaha, naruto finally change his clothes, and sakura have become more pretty, but stronger!!! hahaha, GREAT!!! an unsung feeling flow right through me!!! wahaha, when i come back, i will say how i did for the competition... i won't be nervous, lets hope... may the force be with me!!!
J wrote a blog @1:39 pm
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Had a slack day
Quite slack lar today... was like ran the 4.8km road race, jogging pace lar... nothing much cause tomolo had competition, and not suppose to run... hmm, attend some lectures, tutorials and after school. wohoo, stayed at classroom to do some stuffs, homework lar... borrowed the Star Ocean disc 2, can start to play liao, but not tonight, cause i having competition tomolo... hahaha, first time, was a bit nervous, but keep telling myself not to be... leg still injury, i should say that leg is not fully recovered yet... fearing it might turn out bad for me in the future, hope not lar... healing it now... ok, wish me all the best, i going sleep noe... take care...
J wrote a blog @10:05 pm
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Yawnz
School have so many programmes all day long... so lame... time table very sianz lar... math homework very fast lar... dunno how to explain math lesson, not sure slack or not slack. Mr Foo go through tutorial fast like matrix... dun understand at all, but he dun scold lar, one good thing that is... hmm, not been playing game often, i know i shouldn't be playing, but need some time to relax what... if not how to keep up in life, people play para para you playing DDR... anyway, i have been trying hard to keep up in the pace in school, and i know myself that i have been working harder in school this time then last year... i know myself... i can do it!!! anyway, heard from my friend, senior lar, that you can become relieve teacher after your A levels... cool, the first time i wanna be is my secondary school relieve teacher, that will be so great lar... can see xiao mei mei, hahaha, can disturb them also lar... being a teacher also can tell lame jokes loh, but not sure the school wants me a not... hmm, today lesser homework lar, so here typing loh, at least must update... anyway, this saturday got race, i quite nervous when ever i think about it, hope that day can run well, with form... good luck to myself!!!
J wrote a blog @6:09 pm
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Tiring day
Wanted to do homework on friday, and study for physics on saturday and then play a while on sunday... guess i can only do homework on saturday night and then study on sunday afternoon... yawnz... so tired... went to macritchie reservoir to train, for friday and saturday... hahaha, training siao right? hmm, wanna be better lar. although leg still hurts, but guess it is better... hurts a little only, won't die lar... hmm, think i'll go back to my homework? oh ya, btw, anyone going to SAJC funfair on 19th feb... it will be a saturday... want??? not sure the time, but i know the venue... SAJC it will be... hahaha, anyone want go tell me, Zhi Jia or Malcolm loh... come along loh... go with me lar... hahaha, anyway, anyone know of any great tibits? i am feeling bored being faced by the same tibits over and over again... ice coffee, butter cookies, pringles, hello panda etc... sianz liao lar, intro me ok???
J wrote a blog @8:14 pm
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Xiao Mei Jie Jie
Hi, my dear friend...
I know that self-confidence, self-esteem, all this kind of self self things are important, except self-fish lar... but then, i not sure why i lack of it... been trying hard... but i also know, this kind of thing, cannot one day success one... hahaha, trying hard now!!! i will really try... last time, when i buy things, i will tend to like, hesitate when speaking the the seller... hmm, this time, i will dare liao, whenever i do, i will think of ya... ok??? maybe that'll make me more courage and as times goes by, i will be great... hahaha...
Anyway, had a shorter week than usually... hmm, today is a public holiday... a day where i go trianing... hahaha, went to junction 8 after i train and macritchie... anyway, i have been training these days, hope i can get better!!! hahaha, run fast fast??? maybe so lar, anyway, going to do homework later, i just woke up from a nap, after dinner now lar... so sianz... recieved the army letter, a lot of lame lame things happen... haiZ~!, so sianz... booking the medical date already... going medical check-up... anyway, have not really been going out... dun even know what is happening to Tampines Mall, which is a bout 500m away from my house lar... hahaha, maybe should go out more often lar...
J wrote a blog @7:11 pm
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Stressed
It has been more then a week since i last blog... haiZ~!, days passed real fast dude... i have been crushed with homework for the week, training, studying and sleeping is all i do... sometimes, dun even have the appiette to eat... days are tough for me, blogging allow me to relax a bit... listening to the music, relaxing... hahaha, live is great... anyway, i just found out why my friend angry with me... i said something like "i am shy to girls not from our class"? well, i ain't wishy washy, so i get to the point... i am really a shy guy, except other then girls from my class... i said that to her, cause i know that we will drift apart, maybe due to that i am shy towards her... well, ain't no meaning to disturb anyone... well, no one just get my point...
Dad just bought a fish for me, put it in my room... cool, it is a fighting fish, beautiful... see the way it swims around, freely inside the small tank, live is great, isn't it??? it helps to keep stress away from me i guess... listening to songs, that keeps me relax... i know live is tough, but i believe we can get through it together, right ain't??? we mustn't give up!!! take care guys...
J wrote a blog @7:40 pm
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Bad day
Woke up, was drizzling... the weather was cool, great weather for sleep actually... had training and came back home to sleep... well, slept for 4 hours in the afternoon, guess i won't be sleeping early today then... did not had such a great sleep since school reopen, and today was the first... touched my PS2 first time this week, played 2 hours of game, before coming here to watch Naruto... hey, i too, will not give up... anyway, just now, a friend called me, she talk to me... told me about something bad i did a few days ago, on the 05/01/05... well, because that day, the teacher said a lot of TYS, and i did not buy two TYS last year, the maths and the physics... so i thought of some of my retainee friends... thinking that i might be able to lend from them... but since, the rest of them was thinking of staying, so i though i might not want to take from them... and i remembered Kai Jun told me she is going to leave for college after six months? that is what i remembered, so i sms her, wanting to buy the books from her... well, she did not reply, and i was in need of the books, so i sms her twice... she saw me and even Pris ask me how can i wanna buy the books from her... well, guess she was angry that i thought she dun need it... well, i am sorry... i dun have those kind of meaning, was feeling very rush this few days, had a lot to do, and need to settle things fast... so i need those books loh... i am very very sorry indeed...
J wrote a blog @11:31 pm
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Be more optimistic...
That is what i've learnt just now... not trying to be optimistic to please you, but i reviewed your words... actually i did try to be optimistic sometimes... optimistic about what??? about myself... well, i have been trying to be, since secondary school??? i did try hard, i also keep telling myself, but it is hard... i not sure why, myself... i am a person, who go out buy things, dun like to speak to the employees in the shop, and i hate to talk to strangers... i am those quiet quiet with those people i dunno... i remember, that time i was talking to a girl, working in 77th streets. i was buying things for my friend, and i ask the girl which wallet is better... well, i just can't speak well... what you said is right, attitude... and i will remember that, thanks... :)
Good night xiao mei... ***stars*** for you...
J wrote a blog @11:58 pm
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Can i end my life here???
I will not end it, but will you??? everyone has motivation in life... things that push them on... a person in the 50s, still working for his family, what is pushing him on??? he is not aiming for a promotion at his age i guess, he dun need sports car, he dun need bigger house, but what is pushing him on? imagine, your father is working, for the sake of??? i guess it is for the family... i asked my dad, why he continue to work everyday when he has no aim in life? he said for the family... well, then what about me? i hate the things i do now, i hate everything around me now, what am i doing here then? can't somebody give me something good??? i have great friends, great pals, i guess that pushed me a little then... what about others? i have friends, friends who hate everything around them, why dun they end their life then??? i wanna go university, guess that is the only aim i have currently... i have quite a few ambition, police officer, civil defence officer, a teacher and lastly a sailor... i wanna sail around the seas, look at the world... guess no one can say i have seen the whole world... not even spaceman can say that... i dun wanna get stuck in this place, when you grow up, you go to work, everyday is the same thing, isn't it boring??? hate it, but sailor, they do work differently... well, maybe they do things the same everyday also, but best is, do what you like, and you will keep loving it... right? when you love to do something, and you do it everyday, that sure won't be boring... instead, it'll be great!!! there are ups and downs in life, so, if you are feeling down, hang on!!! i guess the ups will come, sooner or later... take care everyone!!! love you guys a lot...
J wrote a blog @8:52 pm
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What a day to have...
Yawnz... was tired, still rushing my work though... anyway, was happy that i am able to express myself here... saying out my problems here is like talking to a friend... anyway, lets talk about today. hmm, everything was fine, had 1.5 hour free, thus went to do some work and eat... was great, except had a bit of fear when Mr Foo, my math tutor came in... his expectations wasn't high, but heard from friends that he is fierce... later, saw Suen at the gallery, then she tell me that Mr Foo's class can slack... OMG, if his class is slack, what is Mr Yang then??? hahaha, anyway, he seems ok as long as you did your work... hmm, maclaurin expansion is tedius, thus i hate doing it... might have to lend and check the working for most parts of the paper... hmm, our class was ok, and i think now is fine... heard from my friend that a student council is coming out class... OMG, i hate student council... anyway, had a lot of homework, chemistry mind map, physics tutorial etc... just hope that i can get to the pace of JC2... have not been training for a week, hope my fitness stays well... tomolo has training, hope to prepare myself well...
Anyway, i wanna tell you something... i had a dream a few days ago, before school reopen... the dream was fantastic... i dreamt that i was able to ride a time machine, and follow a group of people to tour the past America... when America was in the 50s or 60s... hmm, we were restricted not to run away and have to follow in groups, but suddenly, i saw a grassy patch... that was something i had never seen in my life... i told my friend, dun really remember who he/she was, to run away with me... well, and we did, we just ran off... into the grassy patch and into a forest... the forest is beautiful... greeny, and we were able to see rays of light, shining from the trees top into the forest floor... it was great, i was able to relax myself... afterwards, i was caught and came back to the timespace i'm in... and i woke up... anyway, just wanna say that the forest looks great!!! able me to relax, and when i am tensed up, i think of the picture... pwhee, cool!!! anyway, i am really quite stress this few days, i myself were able to notice it myself... Naruto, what will you say if i tell you i almost couldn't take it??? but still, i will try my best like Naruto, he never gave up... when he was sad, he told himself not to, because during the past, he had worse experience... well, thanks Naruto!!!
J wrote a blog @11:25 pm
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First day of school
Well, dad was busy, thus i went to school alone... was raining, but when i stepped out of the house, the rain stopped... guess it was a great day for me, ain't??? guess it did not turn out to be... i waited the bus for long, and then went to school on the dot!!! reach there, last one arrived not late... anyway, school was painting, and the smell was... NICE!!! hahaha, i love paint spell, tinner better... best is petrol oil... :P anyway, saw my friends, ok lar, can talk to them, cause i ain't in bad mood today, dun think will be in bad mood anymore... first period was free, thus we went to find Malcolm and all the others, who was at the OGL there... was great to see them again, lame with them... anyway, was scary though, some holiday assignment i did not do, and all my teachers had changed, thus i fear the worse... math lar, i math rep, but then holiday assignment not done... scary, i'll try my best to finish lar... ate butter cookies and drank ice coffee... cool, dun think will be able to sleep right? anyway, i am bloody tired lar... none of my secondary school people went to SR for 1st 3 months, thus won't be able to see them... hope they'll come, but dun think they will... anyway, gtg and sleep, super duper tired... look at the time now!!! hate school man... ok, see you guys soon!!! byebye... (those reading lar)
J wrote a blog @11:58 pm
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Back to school
Say guys, i'm starting to hate class... hate school, and everything else... 14 people in class? most good friends retain??? what kind of world... well, hope that we have new class??? just hope so dude... change class? i know some people dun like, but i am CRAVING!!! a new environment would do us all good i guess... right??? anyway, tomolo is school, going to school alone... dad's busy, waking up super duper early... not sure about how my training is proceeding... well, people say start of the year, is a good year... well, it ain't for me i guess... anyway, tell you guys how i pass my year, ok??? i always like to aim for something... aim is the best... well, when you aim something, no matter how tough life is, you jut tell yourself that your aim is reaching... right ain't???
Ok, says... school starts, well, what do i aim for... i aim for chinese new year dude... with all the hong bao, wohoo... i am crazy about money, like everybody else know me as... so i start school with a chinese new year mood... after chinese new year, i aim for march holidays... guess in JC, march holidays wun do much good, right? but still ok, at least got much freedom then normal school days i guess... anyway, after march holidays, back to school ain't??? no choice, nothing good ahead for me to aim for, thus aim further loh... i aim for erm... june holidays??? that is a long holidays, plus, can play one week, and study three weeks??? wohoo... cool dude... after holidays, i aim for erm... national day??? and some school day, SRJC day, and so on... blah blah blah... after that, is the sept holidays... right ain't??? that also nothing much lar... after that is A levels? gotta study real hard... find my cousin and brother and all relatives to help me... use all the power for myself... hahaha, pray everyday??? well, after A's, think is back to life inside the cyberworld??? play games? well, that will be tough, ENLISTING is coming!!! hey, ENLISTING!!! to protect you bunch of slackers inside this peaceful country!!! argh, life is so fast... bet ya, i'm gonna finish my A's, damn fast, ok??? that'll be my year, right??? studying, playing, outting, training, and of course, eating and SLEEPING!!! hahaha, gtg guys, wish you all luck...
J wrote a blog @10:13 pm
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Bought a baggy
Anyway, very glad that xiao mei jie jie is here, or should i say shinko jie... hey, the testi you write for me, i read it one or two days ago, but until this moment, i finally understood what it means!!! what you mean by a faithful breed!!! what breed?!?! dog izzit??? hmm, maybe i misinterpret the meaning... hahaha, anyway, last time went to far east before liao, seen the bags, not suitable for me... i bought a deuter bag, for $72... quite ex, but actually, the cheapest among most of the deuter bag... hmm, first time have a deuter bag... :P anyway, today is the first day of the year 2005, and school starting in two days... scary, cause i not sure what will happen, class split? i hope so, my class got no one fun liao... hope a new year will be great for you guys... this post will be the greatest luck to you all... ***
J wrote a blog @12:24 pm
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