Sick

Still so sick... when will i get well? i wanna get well soon and catch up all my work... i miss doing my work... haiZ~!, hope i really can catch up school work for those days i stone in classes... well, no choice, i am super duper tired and unwell to be able to focus in class... and i even went home early today... well, i am feeling better as i type this... anyway, still unwell to type a long blog, but actually is nothing to say lar, i have been sleeping and sleeping since i came home today... so nothing much, plus, later i am doing my homework, sounds boring if i mention it up here right? so i'll forget about it... end here i shall, take care guys...

J wrote a blog @6:16 pm

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

Reach for the skys...

Well, i've reached my timing i expected... i clocked a timing of 4:48 on the 14th of july, that is my heats... well, although did not qualify for the finals when i really wanted to, and my heart very bu shuang, but still, i managed to stay happy, as always... well, the running part of my live have stopped for a moment... i'm now gonna concentrate on studies, on the word A... BIG WORD it is... much things have happened lately... my friend robyn seems down, so is xin ting... jun wen did not do well for his canoe too... ruth is confused lately... haiZ~!, seeing them like this, well, really want to lend a hand for them... anyway, guys, i'm here always, can come find me for help if you all need, ok??? no worries... want to help you all... just smile ok??? SMILE SMILE SMILE!!!

J wrote a blog @12:07 am

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

TIRED!!!

Well, i can't blame anyone for this i guess... but i am seriously very tired lar, everyday loh... not sure why, seem to be very energetic every morning only... hahaha, guess i should eat some kind of stuff that can keep me awake... hahaha, anyway, i got a new aim.. i am hoping for a 4:50 for my 1500m... striving to meet the timing... arh!!! hahaha... had a great day today, was hopping around and jumping around... cool sia... wohoo... same old me right? well, guess i didn't changed at all... hahaha... cool cool, was the word... hmm, beening listening to westlife - seasons in the sun... love that song to the core loh... wanna know why? well, not because my lover like to listen to it lar, but this song really remind me of the past... i love to live in the past loh... no stress about studies, nothing!!! just a hut in a green vast land, a tree beside my house, sit there play guitar (that is i know how to play lar)... cool right??? singing the song with my playmate... (hopefully the girl i love) wahahaha... i love those place where no stress exist, in a sense that i have a house, on a piece of land... just walking around, breathing fresh air everyday... no tv? no playstation? i dun mind pal... i just ask for simplicity... arh!!! lets just hope i am able to get it...

J wrote a blog @7:56 pm

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Am i reaching my limit

Felt so tired everyday.... how???? my limit is here??? today i went to CMPB, for a 5 hour computerised test, went to school and came home... the feeling was bad, it is just like i went to a competition, as equal tired as today... what is wrong with me... i believe other than phyiscal tirness i am feeling here, i believe mentally i am something wrong... i still can't figure out what is wrong with me... sometimes, i just feel find, however, few days ago, i start to feel strange, boring everyday is what i wanna say... i dun feel like studying, yet when i dun study, i felt like i am lacking of something... hmm, gotta find a way to end this, i can't continue like this... seaching for an answer currently... maybe lack of motivation to study? impossible!!! i dun need motivation to study in the past, why do i need them now... and what is motivation? how do i find them??? argh!!!!!!

J wrote a blog @8:42 pm

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

The date is closing in

Well, i am saying about my nationals... 14th of june, morning... i am in heat 2... wow!!! super duper scare sia... how?? how?? how?? anyway, not so nervous i am, however, i have a hunch that i will be super duper nervous that day loh... hahaha, will try my best without fear... anyway, went to celebrate birthday with my friend... had a great day... wohoo!!! hahaha, cool sia... the food nice sia, i eat till super duper full... hahaha, hmm, woke up a lot of times yesterday night... making me quite sick loh... i dreamt of something super duper scare lar... wah kao... lets not talk about it... shouldn't have scared my friend last night b4 i slp, cause i myself got frightened!!! wah kao... hmm, people, let us work hard together!!! i wanna go UNI!!! my brother is going to the orientation camp of NTU tomolo... haiZ~!... 5 days sia... hahaha, won't be seeing him around... have fun guys!!!

J wrote a blog @12:06 pm

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