Bad day for meWell, had chemistry exam today... paper 1 and 2... i find it doable, but due to lack of knowledge, i dun think i can score well for that... think gonna flunk it... well, this mid years, the only thing i not happy about is not the way i do my test or what so ever, but i am like letting those people down... those people who believe i can do well loh, haiZ~!... those people everytime say no worries, got study can liao, you will do well de... haiZ~!, i just can't study, not sure why... my heard seems so heavy everytime... want to sleep all day long... well, i really like let those people down loh... my teachers, my friends, my family members... although my family did not say anything that i must score well or what, but i feel like i let them down... haiZ~!, i hope to do well... i'll forget about things that cannot be changed, will work hard towards another goal... my next goal is not prelims nor the final year... but i'll classified that as hell month... i'm gonna study like siao during the june holidays... find all those people who are able to help me... about mid years, let my mid years go liao... i just can't bring myself to stand up for mid years... sorry everyone... haiZ~!, planning to study like hell during the june holidays... will do my best de everyone!!! i hope lar, during june holidays, gonna catch up every single thing i dunno... redo the mid year paper and stuff like that... i dun need motivation to bring me to study, but i need stamina... i found out that i am like a kid like that, cannot sit still for 2 hours... after 2 hours, i go sianz one...
Anyway, hope that you all dun be disappointed with my results... cause i tell you i already know the results after doing those paper... and guys, good luck to you all... and pray for me... i'll pray for myself too...
J wrote a blog @8:33 pm
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