Sad
Hmm, so boring... been so boring all day loh... yawnz, nothing to say here... hope someone know about it...
J wrote a blog @11:10 pm
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Miss everyone
I really miss all my friends... though i did not went to the chalet, i still miss them... i am really tired, hope you all will forgive me, i have track in the morning, came back in the afternoon, dun feel like going anywhere, thus did not go... sorry, hope you guys had real fun yesterday... hmm, happy that my friend stoped working, got time to talk to me liao... hey, anyone wanna watch movie??? ladder 49, taxi, the incredibles??? hmm, i love all this movie, jio me loh, i sure go one... especially Malcolm, dun stay at home and maple and chat with her, neglect us loh... :P... hmm, today arh, feel quite ok lar... miss everyone!!! anyway, i miss the leadership camp, it was fun!!! hahaha...
J wrote a blog @11:32 am
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BBQ
Came back from the lamest BBQ i ever attend yesterday night... uncooked food, plus less then 15 people... is that what i get??? so lame lar, plus, the fire can start one, i dunno why, maybe that day i no mood to start fire??? seriously, i also quite sad that day lar... was thinking about games and other things... actually wanna play basketball this morning, but did not wake up on time... so lame... maybe going bank tomolo, do something...
Hmm, got chalet this saturday (to be continued...)
Wasn't playing maple, cause i cannot play one single game for too long... level 25 already, but still very lousy... hehehe, ok, stop here lar... 9 pm got a show i like one, channel U, cannot miss one... missed an episode, quite sad lar, but never mind... 1 episode only, hahaha... bye guys, take care too...
J wrote a blog @8:19 pm
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Gameless
I dunno what to do... the feeling is like that, no game to play, just have to blog and blog and blog... currently only chatting with Malcolm... listen to sad songs? just wanna tell people who read this blog... say,i dunno myself, does anyone??? take a pen-knife and slash yourself, if it hurts, that means you know yourself... if it doesn't, that means you dunno yourself... dun even know what to type, hmm, hope someone solve this puzzle of mine...
J wrote a blog @5:09 pm
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Maple down
Maple down, so boring... GTA, i read the guide, so tough to get all the powerful vechicles... haiZ~!, not sure how to play... can continue, but sometimes must change games, cannot always play one single game for a day... still got a long way to completion in the GTA... came back from camp, did not even have my group hp number, so boring... dun really like the camp, only like the feeling while sleeping there... so cool... miss everybody there... and know a few people there too, seen some naughty LTCs... hahaha, dunno who i refering to??? ask me loh :P... haiZ~!, was sad though... but never mind, going to BBQ later, maybe will forget some of the things lar... cool ain't??? hmm, ok, gtg and prepare liao, going off at 6:00, one more hour i guess... miss everyone!!!
J wrote a blog @4:58 pm
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Back from a lame camp
Hmm, it was a fun camp, relax too, but too lame... the things we do very lame, doesn't suit my CCA... my CCA only got a few people, and we are very close together, plus, we dun need real leaders... so the camp doesn't apply to me... well, left on monday morning, went to do "Amazing Race" to the camp site... each check point will grant us part of a map to the camp site... well, finally, we've reached the campsite... was tired though, did alot of lame things during the checkpoint... well, was in same group with a group of very friendly and fun people... have great fun there, but i did not show it out... was thinking something the whole time... my mind is just stucked there, cannot move... stuck in a dot...
Well, finally, came home... and saw quite a few people, did some high element... one of the funny thing is that Malcolm's girlfriend went too... she is a very naughty girl... always disturb me :(... please, Malcolm, take care of her... but well, she very funny too, Malcolm have been playing a game with me, so i told her that Malcolm is mine!!! she just laughed, and say he is addicted to the game... hey, Malcolm, dun neglect her, ok??? well, after this camp, i found out that i can be a very quiet guy, wahahaha... was tired now, going to sleep liao... byebye, have fun reading!!!
J wrote a blog @10:28 pm
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Not in good mood, doesn't mean in bad mood
Wasn't feeling very good mood this few days... hmm, been playing game again... well, did not have a good foundation for JC1 work, think i am gonna start studying at the start of december then... well, not sure if i am really have the heart to go and study, if not, then i will still continue to play and run... the deepest thoughts are hard to find, though it is deep and big, yet it is small... it is just right here...
J wrote a blog @10:52 pm
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Boring day
Another boring day... GTA:San Andreas, Maple Story??? so cool, but no one is playing... hmm, today is everybody's unlucky day... but for me, quite normal lar... ok ok only loh... lazy to do anything, was very very restless, due to not enough slp i guess... some junior finish O lvl... cool, going watch movie maybe... going camp on monday and tuesday... not sure when will come back, dun even know the programme, but dun care lar... i am crazy man... wanna know how to feel? too bad nobody knows... smile :) my feelings lies...
J wrote a blog @11:03 pm
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Sad
I tried to talk to you, i know... but you gave me a feeling of dun wanna talk to me... i know... i am hurt, badly... couldn't stop thinking of you... why??? i not sure, i treat you better then anyone else, guess u did not notice... i do things i hate for you, guess u did not see... what more??? sometimes, i am happy, i am sad... i'm starting another blog...
J wrote a blog @2:02 am
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Mute
Sometimes, i have so much to tell you... but i just can't express myself... i can't do it... seeing u this way, hurts me lot... i really wanna help you, but you never let me... i just can't stop thinking of you... this blog just reminds me of you... everytime i see you, i dunno what to say... i have so much to ask, just can't speak... just wanna let you know that the words did not come out from my mouth, but it is spilling out from my heart...
J wrote a blog @11:11 pm
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Miss ya
Hi, me miss you guys a lot... all my friends... really miss you... love those times before exams when we were together... outside studying, playing, eating... those were my greatest time spend... i love you all... miss ya...
J wrote a blog @10:31 pm
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Headache
Bought a new hp two days ago... Nokia 7260... hmm, function not better then 7610, but i like the style... still exploring the phone currently... went to track this morning... for a long run, was feeling good, just recover, and my fitness dropped a lot... hate it when i am lousy, love it when i am good... haiZ~!, did not blog past few days... called Captain, talk to her, long time never see her, might be seeing her on monday... going to track on monday maybe, tracking to bukit timah hill... not sure want go anot, i think not going ba... hmm, captain like long time no blog, i also dunno what to say... was feeling down lar, how can i ask for a chance when i am not given a chance... the feeling is like now, i dun even understand a single thing... want to call people and had a great chat... was sad lar, today's soccer was boring... arsenal win again, boring boring... hmm, think i go back play maple, because of maple then i never blog... see you guys...
J wrote a blog @12:50 am
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PW over!!!
Hi, today is like, so nervous!!! hahaha, me argh, so sianz... but luckily over le, tomolo is last day for out school, and my friend, will be presenting tomolo... i wish her luck, and give her all the powers i have!!! here, take it!!! ### this is three lucky charm for ya!!! btw, good luck and dun nervous... 2 diskette is enough lar!!! hahaha, dun worry too much, no problem one... the ship will be straight at the habour... hmm, tomolo everything will be fine, ok??? tomolo morning go there, listen to some relax music, and try not to tense up for exams, ok??? hehehe, hey, guys out there, miss ya ok??? Guo Zhen, if you happen to read this, call him often ok? at least dun let your parents worry, ok???
J wrote a blog @10:41 pm
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PW OP
Tomolo is the day i last heard PW for the year!!! wohoo!!! dunno sad or happy or nervous, cause OP leh, very scary... stand in front of people and present, that is my lousy thingy... argh!!! actually a bit scare, hope people will support me... hmm, me first group, quite nervous also... so, those who have finish OP dun suan me ok??? hmm, this post will have to spend his night giving lucky starts to everyone... Zhi Jia, Malcolm, and all those who take OP tomolo, my friend here, this little angel %(*)% will send the lucky stars to you all... good luck!!!
J wrote a blog @10:36 pm
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Chinese paper
Well, was tired yesterday, plus a bit sick, so never come and blog... spent a day outside yesterday after our chinese paper... not sure what am i doing for the chinese paper sia, so boring... was sitting at the corner, with no fan and no window near, not cooling at all... thinking about Suen while doing the paper, cause i think i did not do very well, then i will think of Suen, because i think she will not do well also... but come out after the paper, i think she will do ebtter then me... was a bit tired, not sure why but indeed, i slept early the night before, maybe the night before i think too much already... i've made a decision that night, maybe body not tired, brain tired... well, anyway, after the thinking, i felt better... and now, almost fully recover already, hahaha... at first is saying go watch movie, but i intend to go eat and go home, but in the end, end up i pei them whole day... Krystel, Suen and Pris... walk the town loh, go eat loh... wow, another sua gu incident, so sianz... hahaha, but never mind, Suen there pei me buy food... had a great day!!! super duper great... go take pictures, :P, look ugly on the picture, totally spoil it...
Later, because they all tired, wanna take cab home... hmm, again, is Suen pay... i own her quite a lot of money liao, must pay her already... we all were feeling tired, so went home... the bus home was slow loh, bloody slow... hate it, wanna go tell the bus driver to faster, but then still lie in the bus, enjoying the view home... walk a tired path home, went home online awhile and slept liao... next day 3a.m, they all still playing... WTH, where they get the energy??? i was sleeping during the paper loh, i super duper no strength loh...
Today went to see doctor, hmm... the doctor says nothing much and give me medicine already... cost $18 bucks... well, everything about money lar, then my add give me another $50 bucks... took a lot from him last month, my mom just scolded me that i spent a lot on food... because everytime i go out with money, come back home empty handed, but no money... all on food... hahaha... hmm, installed Maple Story today... find it quite fun, totally like Helbreath like that, but this is more cute, hahaha... well, actually i not sure who reading this blog, but everytime i blog, i did not say out everything... i a bit dun dare, hahaha, hmm... scare those memories were lost, think i need to start another blog, give to my good friend can already, and link a secret link from here to there... hahaha, thinking lar, maybe even planning and later excute the action... hahaha, gtg back to Maple Story, everybody is looking for me!!! hahaha, byebye...
J wrote a blog @11:04 pm
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Tomolo is chinese
What the heck, i just read through somethings... well, guess i shouldn't panick tomolo... hmm, not sure what are we going to do after the paper... me surely not in the condition to go run, and not sure what am i gonna do... bought a present for malcolm, cause Yun Xian bought something else... was trying to help him cancel his wishlist... will cancel one for him again too... if i am rich lar, he love orange, i guess... btw, orange and blue fits each other very well, ya know what i mean?? hahaha, this two colours are best of colours... they fit each other well, plus, they are invert colours... well, did not have much mood to type today, was tired, woke up early and went to study... yawnz... but dun think i can sleep, i wanna think of something, right??? hahaha, i must think of something, confirm my feelings... guess it is hard... but must think!!! hahaha, settle it today loh...
J wrote a blog @10:17 pm
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Finally got out of the sick room
Nah, was sick for the past few days and today, finally went out... hahaha, was happy to see all my friends again... went to do PW, suppose to be lar, but in the end, give Chang You somethings for him to edit and i come home edit... sianz sia... and my brains are dead, dun feel like doing anything... even chemistry and math, we did not even hand up. dun think i have the mood... chinese is coming, this friday, if i get a C6 or above, i won't be doing it again... hope so lar... everytime i blog, i miss a person... thought a bit gay, but i do really miss him... and he is Malcolm... he helped me with this blog, a lot... he showed me the fun in blogging, the truth meaning... well, sometimes, when i read my previous blog, i do really smile... hehehe, just like diary... miss him real much, he actually tell me go ice skate few days ago, well, i am sick... sorry!!! btw, Zhi Jia, must remember your blog i help one, so everytime blog must think of me, ok??? hahaha, Zhi Jia sure won't, very gay right?
Today after PW, friends went to play basketball... hehehe, while walking there, a guy shouted the dog somebody's name, well, that reminds me of Rebecca jie... she actually shout my name, at a dog!!! hahaha, i was laughing when i saw them... well, those guys were younger then us, but then they all look older then me and Chang You... we sure look like kids loh... so look down at myself, haiZ~!... how i wish i am tall, so can at least dunk... hahaha, a bit taller then Kian Leap will do... :P after basketball match, went home and here i am, blogging... same old day... nah, going, byebye...
J wrote a blog @10:39 pm
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Life is tough
Life is tough, whoever started it, sure did not plan well... love is one example... seen lots of people been down by the word love... well, is there a subject for us to study, known as love? i would wanna help me friends, but not sure how to help, dun even have a bloody knowledge about it... argh!!! it is like, my friends are drowning, i am on the shore, and i dun even know how to swim... other then love, life is down for one of my friend... she has not been well this few days, and i know it... not sure how to help me, me hurt to see her like that... -.-" please be well, ok? as a friend, i hope you stand up again... if i dun remember correctly, i once watched a show, there was this rich guy, he lead a unhappy life... he told his friends that his life is planned... he will go this place work, promote and blah blah blah... his dad plan it for him, though there is nothing worry for him, but he isn't happy... well, but our life, ups and downs, but i believe we must try to face it... how am i gonna help my friend? argh!!! :'( i remember a poster at pris house... about the foot steps and the god carry the person that one? i really wish that the one walking beside you is me, really... let me carry you when you are down...
J wrote a blog @3:53 pm
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After a soccer match
Well, went to watch a match, around 4:30 i woke up, and watch till now... was tired though, but still love the match... well, couldn't sleep because i have been sleeping the day before, eat medicine, sleep, gunbounding and of course, chatting! chat with my friends, and even had my first call of the day!!! hahaha, that was around 11:15? yup, around there... miss chatting with her, but i was tired after the medication, thus click the phone and went to sleep... soemtimes, have a lot to talk about, but sometimes, not sure what to say to her... hope she dun get bored with me, ya??? :'( dun disown me lar, so bad... cannot like that one... well, sometimes, i do really felt so helpless, i dunno if what i am doing is right, maybe should look at the wall and ask myself sometime... guys and gals, i do really wish to help you all, got anything just tell me... so i know how to help, and dun do silly things before help comes, ok??? take good care of yourself... i go back orgh orgh liao, not tired, but sweating now, in air-con room... think is the medicine ba, ok, byebye...
J wrote a blog @5:55 am
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Been sick for the past few days, even now
So, been doing nothing at home... not sure what to do, play GB? nah, no one wanna play... i just wanna chat with people, they talk to me and i talk to them... tell me their xin shi, heart problems... i love to listen to them... but sometimes, i dun even know how to help them, felt so helpless... but i only can make them say out, maybe they will feel better, that is what i think lar... so boring though, sianz.... not sure what to do now, so come here talk crap... was playing GB with Suen a moment ago, but now sianz already... wanna buy a lot of amour, but not enough gold lar, sianz... yawnz, the medicine is making me sick... not sick in mind, but sick in body... i felt so energyless now, want to sleep, but sleeping is boring!!! i wanna eat good food, i wanna eat a lot a lot of things... not sure what things, but wanna eat a lot a lot... hahaha, going to chat in MSN already, see you guys next time...
J wrote a blog @1:46 pm
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