Beside myself
A way to describe my feelings now...
Just return home from school, well, how's school? nah, sama sama one lar... almost the same everyday... having a S.H.M test tomolo, not sure how, die??? well, i have a word to describe... DEAD!!! she is so far, yet so close... manage to see her, yet can't chat... aiya, talk more, like that i will die de... well, my friend gave me a present today!!! she and her brother... hahaha, was so happy when recieved the present, thats great!!! thanks!!! well, went home, mom shouted at me... she always say her sister lazy to learn how to cook, blar blar blar... now, i have been calling to the starhub for times, to redeem somethings... i even taught her that, now, she is the one who isn't willing to learn, blame who? she is angry with me now, nah, dun care lar, my heart is empty now, can't care anything already...
I've been alone, been alone in the dark... i dare say people do not pratice what they preach... well, i am gonna pratice what i preach... most of the times, i am like, a mute, who can't complain about the bittness medicine he has eaten... you ku nan yan... haiZ~!, you guys take care, i hope she is well and happy...
J wrote a blog @6:54 pm
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