Funny Day
A funny incident that i wanna keep... today, when i was studying with my friend, i felt hungry and we both went to buy fries... my the other friend was playing basketball thus no one is there to look after our stuff... so i approach a girl sitting across us and tell her to look after our things for awhile... and the basketball friend came back, he ask us to buy a packet of fries for him and he went back to the study area... when we came back, he actually told us that the girl whom we approach earlier say he is a thief!!! hahaha, this is the funniest thing that can happen... we actually indirectly sabo him... damn funny... later, i thank the girl, and she laugh at my friend... funny!!!
J wrote a blog @1:54 am
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Collin Raye - Love Me
I read a note my Grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said
Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
And I loved your Grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said:
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, Me
I read those words just hours
Before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church
Where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, Me
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, Me
J wrote a blog @10:32 am
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Chong Qiu Jie
Eat yue bing or drink tea? neither!!! it is to become a rocket scientist... hahaha, we buy the thing and play rocket... so cool!!! take video too... well, i had been studying this few days, also playing well this few days... great day i had... this is known as play hard and study hard... cool!!! well, the moon was round, real round and bright... well, she cried again... i hope everything will be fine for her, i really hope so... she is a good girl, and i believe you can stand up again... though she fell and she cried, but i believe her friends will lift her up and she'll walk again!!! everyone does have a scar on their leg when they fell, everyone have fallen before, but we all managed to stand up and walk again... she today play with bubbles... hope bubbles can lift her spirit up... well, got to go and sleep... good night everyone, going airport to study tomolo... byebye
J wrote a blog @1:08 am
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"Zai" or "Zhuai"
Haha, great day i had... really really great, although only got one bad thing... haiZ~!, dun sad lar, i dunno what i can do... when she cry, i did not know what to do, i think only i can stop doing my notes and sat across her... hahaha, i really did not know what to do, but i only know one thing that is if she cry, i sat there and do notes, i would be a very bad person... hahaha... haiZ~!, not sure what to do but just did what i felt loh...
My friend today bought a very ZAI hair band today... tied a very ZAI hairstyle today!!! DAMN ZAI loh... plus, i even taught her something... at first she keep mixing up ZHUAI and ZAI... now she know!!! hahaha, can suan her also :P... have been studying with them and went to her house to eat this few days... shiok arh!!! but still i got keep up with my notes... that is my studies... wow, tomolo going again, that is 28th/09/2004... i going again, i mean today lar... i going buy satay!!! shiok arh!!! can't wait to eat, drooling now like hell... just now before come back, sang at the bus stop, than Chang You walk away, left me singing along... hahaha, he say damn paiseh... dotxx, i sing where got paiseh one... hahaha, no lar, just kidding... so ZAI friend, promote together and see you all next time i blog... Guo Zhen, dun scold me, this is blogged late at night, when i can't sleep, not wasting time ya? hahaha... good luck for your promos too... byebye...
J wrote a blog @1:57 am
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I know you are beside me...
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky. In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints. Other times there were one set of footprints. This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life When I was suffering from anguish, sorrow, or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints. So I said to the Lord, "You promised me, Lord, That if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I noticed that during the most trying periods of my life There have only been one set of prints in the sand. Why, When I have needed you most, you have not been there for me?"The Lord replied, "The times when you have seen only one set of footprints..."
"It was then that I carried you..."
J wrote a blog @1:22 am
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Seldom blogging already...
Today is i rest... whole day never sleep, going sleep now... so sianz... hahaha, okok, see you all guys... i promise my cousin i am gonna make it, so i am!!! i will!!!
J wrote a blog @10:21 pm
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A story found on net to share. . .
I cried for my brother 6 times. I was born in a secluded village of a mountain. Days by days my parents plowed the yellow dry soil with their backs facing the sky. I have a younger brother, 3 years younger than me.
Once, to buy a handkerchief which all girls around me seemed to have, I stole 50 cents from my father's drawer. Father known about it right away. He made my younger brother and me kneeled against the wall, with a bamboo stick in his hand. "Who stole the money?" he asked.I was stunned, too afraid to talk. Father didn't hear any of us admit, so he said, Fine, if nobody wants to admit, you two should be beaten!" He lifted up the bamboo stick...
Suddenly, my younger brother gripped father's hand and said," Dad, I was the one who did it!"
The long stick smacked on my brother's back repeatedly. Father was so angry that he kept on whipped my brother until he lost his breath.
After that, he sat down on our stone bed and scolded my brother, "You have learnt to steal from your own house now, what other embarrassing things you will
do in the future?? You should be beaten to death!You shameless thief!"
That night, mother and I hugged my brother.His body full of injuries, but he didn't shed a single tear. In the middle of the night, all of sudden I cried out loudly. My brother covered my mouth with his little hand and said, " Sis, now don't cry anymore. Everything has happened."
I still hate myself for didn't have enough courage to admit what I had done. Years gone by, but the incident still looked like it just happened yesterday.I will never forget my brother's expression when he protected me.
That year, my brother was 8 years old; I was 11years old.
When my brother was in his last year of his lower secondary school, he was accepted in an upper secondary school in the central. At the same time, I was accepted into a province's university.
That night, father squatted in the yard, smoking, packet by packet. I could hear him said, "Both our children have good results? very good results?"Mother wiped off her tears and sighed," What is the use? How can we possibly finance both of them?" At that time, my brother walked out, he stood in front of father and said, "Dad, I don't want to continue my study anymore, I have read enough books." Father swung his hand and slapped brother on his face."Why do you have a spirit so damn weak? Even if it means I have to beg for money on the streets, I will send you two to school until you both finish your study!" And then, he started to knock on every house in the village to borrow money. I stuck out my hand as soft as I can to my brother's swollen face, and said, "A boy has to continue his study; If not, he will not be able to leave this depths of poverty." Me, on the other hand, had decided not to further my study to university. Who knows on the next day, before dawn, my brother left the house with a few pieces of worn-out clothes and a few dry beans. He sneaked to the side of my bed and left a note on my pillow; "Sis, get into an university is not easy. I will go find a job and send money to you." I held the note while sitting on my bed, and cried until I lost my voice.
That year, my brother was 17 years old; I was 20 years old.
With the money father borrowed from the whole village, and money my brother earned from carrying cement on his back at construction site, finally, I managed to get to the third year of my study in the university. One day, I was studying in my room, when my roommate came in and told me, "There's a villager wait for you outside!" Why is there a villager looking for me? I walked out, and saw my brother from afar, His whole body is dirty, covered by dust, cement and sands. I asked him, "Why don't you tell my roommate that you are my brother?" He replied with a smile," Look at my appearance. What will they think if they know that I am your brother? Don't they laugh at you?" I felt so touched, and tears filled my eyes. I swept away dusts from my brother's body. And said with a lump in my throat, " I don't care of what people say! You are my brother no matter what your appearance is?" From his pocket, he took out a butterfly hair clip.He wore it on me, and said, "I saw all the girls in town are wearing it. So, I think you should also have one." I could not hold back myself anymore. I pulled my brother into my arms and cried and cried.
That year, my brother was 20 years old; I was 23 years old.
The first time I brought my boyfriend home, the broken window had been repaired. And it looked so clean inside the house. After, my boyfriend went home, I danced like a small girl in front of my mother, "Mom, you don't have to spend so many time cleaning the house!" But she said with a smile," It was your brother who went home early to clean the house. Didn't you see the wound on his hand? He was injured while replacing the window." I went into my brother's small bedroom. Looking at his thin face, I felt like there are hundreds of needle pricked in my heart. I put some ointment on his wound and bandaged it, "Does it hurt? " I asked him. "No, it doesn't hurt. You know, when I was working in the construction site, stones falling on my feet all the time. Even that could not stop me from working and?" In the middle of the sentence, he stopped. I turned my back on him and tears rolling down my face.
That year, my brother was 23 years old; I was 26 years old.
After I got married, I lived in the city. Lots of time my husband invited my parents to come and live with us, but they didn't want. They said, once they left the village,they didn't know what to do. My brother also didn't agree, he said, "Sis, you just taking care of your parents-in-law. I will take care of mom and dad here." My husband became the director of his factory. We wanted my brother to get the job as the manager in the department of maintenance. But, my brother rejected the offer. He insisted on starting to work as a reparation worker. One day, my brother was on the top of a ladder repairing a cable, when he got electrocuted, and was sent to the hospital. My husband and I visited him. Looked at the white gypsum on his leg, I grumbled, "Why did you reject to be a manager? Manager will not do something dangerous like this. Look at you now, such a serious injury. Why you didn't want to listen to us?" With a serious expression on his face, he defended on his decision, "Think of brother-in-law?he just became the director, and I almost uneducated. If I became the manager, what kind of rumors will fly around?" My husband's eyes filled up with tears, and then I said, "But you lack in education also because of me!" "Why talking about the past?" My brother held my hand.
That year, he was 26 years old and I was 29 years old.
My brother was 30 years old when he married a farmer girl from the village. In his wedding reception, the master of ceremonies asked him, "Who is the one you respect and love the most?"Without thinking, he answered," My sister." He continued by telling a story I could not even remember. "When I was in primary school, the school was in different village. Everyday, my sister and I walked for 2 hours to go school and go home. One day, I lost one of my pair of gloves. My sister gave me one of hers. She only wore one glove and walked for so far. When we got home, her hand was so trembled because of the weather that was so cold that she could not even hold her chopsticks. From that day on, I swore that as long as I live, I would take care of my sister and be good to her." Applause filled up the room. All guests turned their attentions to me. Words were so hard to come out from my mouth, "In my whole life, the one I would like to thank the most is my brother," And in this happy occasion, in front of the crowd, tears rolling down my face again.
J wrote a blog @1:08 am
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A tired day...
Going sleep now, have not been blogging, sorry... really tired, but just wanna let everyone know that i have a great day today... my friends, were all with me!!! thats so great, though they did not praise me and i was a bit sad, but still, they were there with me!!! thanks guys!!!
J wrote a blog @10:06 pm
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My ambition and dream
My ambition is to be a climatologist or a meteorologist... this is tough, because there are only a few vacancies for jobs if you wanna become this... you'll have to go to NASA or even china to work... due to the fact that singapore is not exposed great climate changes... but now, in A levels, i am not taking geography, thus, i'm afraid this dream have to be cancelled off... delete away... well i am truly very sad, ya know? another ambition, a teacher, a police officer, or a army officer... all this are doing things for the society... i dun take it as a job, i take it as a love for it... unconditioned love... if you found a job of your liking, you are not even working everday, what are you doing actually? you are hobbying... since the job is something you love, take it as a hobby, but do it seriously... well, that is my ambition, not so great at least...
My dream is to be a fisherman in america or europe... there is nothing to fish here in asia, swordfish, tuna, salmon? nothing... i wanna go out to the ocean, for months, staying on the fishing boat, and fish!!! i can look at dolphins, shark, whales, if lucky, even Nemo!!! hahaha, i love the sea... living in a small fishing village, i will fish and sell them, well, not selfish lar... it is something i love, truly... by doing this, you'll need knowledge of the weather and climate changes, well, this is where my ambition come in... hahaha... well, it is a dream, which is hard to fulfill... really hard... but well, everyone has their own dreams, right? this is mine...
J wrote a blog @10:23 pm
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Was described emotional today
This post is dedicated to 1S19... i miss you guys and hopefully we will all promote together... this coming week is the last week that we are gonna have with the tutors and classmates... the fun and all will be gone after that... i miss all that, miss the cheer, the laughter and the lame jokes... but one think is that when the jokes get too lame, the crows come in... i'm afraid of crows... haiZ~!, not sure why, just wanna type it out now... i'm not sure, i really do hope that most of us will be in the same class next year... please!!! and you guys, work hard, i believe we all can do it... we are gonna promote together... right? we are gonna have another year of fun, cheers and laughter together... the crows will come in again, right? i hope so, and take care guys...
***STARS***
for you all to wish for...
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J wrote a blog @1:30 am
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天使落的泪，是天空下的雨...
那，我落的泪又是什么...
Well, i have been down yesterday, but today better... cause got soccer, plus have some one to talk to at least... she chatted with me whole afternoon, and helped me do PW... so kind of ya... cannot say thanks to her, cause we all good friends, and there is no thank you between good friends... hahaha, i can even punch her and she can smile :P... hope lar... well, been thinking a lot today, thinking about promos, about test, and of course, soccer... thinking can i enter EPL? hahaha, dreaming i am... but dun be surprise if you see me there, hahaha... guess no one will... alright, it is late, after my Man City beat Crystal Palace, 2-1... good job guys... workhard!!! good night and wish those taking promos and prelims, study hard and wish you all the best... and i hope my tears are the blood in her heart...
J wrote a blog @11:55 pm
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Respect
Just woke up from a supposed nap... well, wasn't feeling good today and yesterday... something happened, but i dun wish to say out... had a bad start, had a bad end... luckily, you were there for me, -.-"... thanks(not inculded to best friend)... without you by my side, i would have been so down... there is only a word that could help me... respect...
J wrote a blog @11:36 pm
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A normal day, althought got good and bad things happen, but they neutralised...
Started a day, normal one lar, of course... but a bit late, than my dad have to rush, and he scolded me on the way... haiZ~!, not sure lar, but than i also quite guilty lar, i will not be late again loh... than i went to school, and prepare my worst part of my day... i wanted to give a birthday card to a girl, whom i never spoke to her, face to face before... OMG, i very scare sia... i intended to give her before the flag raising, but than, she came quite late, just nice loh, than the thing start already... than today's flag raising was so fast!!! i was very nervous at that time, the pledge taking and national anthem all was so fast, what worst, was... there was NO annoucement... wow, than i tell shi rui to call her and gave it to her... after that, all was over... whee... went for P.E, shiok arh... use the rugby ball and hit Zhi Jia's face, and ended up burst his pimples, letting him lead a bad day... SORRY!!! i shouldn't have done some stupid things... the down part of my day is something i found out, i won't say it out, ask me ;)
Went to chemistry lecture later, after a play in the toilet... hahaha, all was so fast and fun today, cause it was a short day for us!!! hahaha, wohoo, love it!!! went to chemistry lecture... the up part of my day is coming soon... Akan Datang... hahaha, promise a friend, that if i pick up the courage to give the girl the birthday card, i would have to go and say hi to her... cause i never met both of them and talk face to face before, so if i have the courage, might as well do both that day... hahaha, was so glad... after the chemistry lecture, i was finding her, looking all around for her... and at last, i found her, she was talking, i was staring at her, hoping to get a eye contact... not shoot electric at her, me not so pro like Yeong Chee... at last!!! eye contact got!!! i raise my hand and say hi... although she couldn't hear, but i believe she know i say hi... and she say something like you gave her? i nodded my head... and i smile at her... hahaha, all this happen so fast, but it is reflashing in my head currently... it was nice, to get two new friends... in school!!! hahaha, my circle is getting bigger... been long time since i type a blog so long... this good thing have neutralised the bad things, so my day is so so only... but later, quite fun though, but not as good to bring up my mood...
Chinese lesson was so fun... i shouted at Kian Leap, and turned back to the broom, and ask why is he doing beside the dustbin... hahaha... after school, i make fun of Benson, and Kian Leap... it was fun, but than please, you two dun take it seriously, ok? i just kidding, you know me, always so lame and cute!!! hahaha... indeed cute!!! hey, guys, dun boycott me... i cannot dun have friends one, if not, sure die... went to Toa Payoh to collect my specs... and talk crap with a worker there, it was fun though... he very lame and funny... friendly also... hahaha, went to mos burger to teach my friend maths, which ended up that the topic i taught him never came out... boring!!! but still, he is so smart, sure can make it one lar... hahaha, well, going to wait for my dad and eat already... see you guys!!! byebye!!!
Eating ice-cream during the winter...
J wrote a blog @5:44 pm
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Everyday is a tiring day
Tired all along... can't manage to get any mood, until i see some pretty girls... hehehe, well, pretty girls are the one that keeps me in SRJC, if not, nothing else can... well, after i've seen enough pretty girls, i can play with my classmates, start to suan them already... hahaha, had a great day, although is was long, but i believe it was slack too, because it was fun!!! the not fun part was, Chang You went home half way, so boring without him... hahaha, miss him :P we distrub a lot of people today, was fun though, suaning all of them, one by one... got a few i never suan one, Yeong Chee lar, Zhi Jia lar, and Malcolm... but that bloody Malcolm, no C than accompany us, got C, see us lower his head and try to run away... see us also paiseh... lian xiong di dou bu ren le... you call this brotherhood???
Well, my friend birthday tomolo... i spoke to her on msn a few times, but she like reply quite slow, but at least managed to talk to her... well, how did i get her email, we from same OG, but than i never talk to her loh... when i see her in school, i dao one, cause i shy... :P, quite lar, got a few people i also like that one loh, dunno why also... i bought a birthday card for her, wrote somethings on it already, just written one... wanna give her tomolo, but i not sure how... i dun dare to just walk to her class and give her, shy lar... hahaha, damn paiseh one loh... no one wanna help lar, i die already lar, scare sia... if really cannot, i tomolo morning give her already, cause i really dunno how after that... i end school early lar, than i not sure what am i gonna do... scare lar... hope the card reaches her, if not, i'll have to keep it for days... die lar, that one more worst... tired already lar, see you guys!!! Work Hard everybody, exams are coming, please speak proper english... hahaha, bye!!!
J wrote a blog @10:37 pm
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Good start, bad end...
Well, had a short day, when i woke up today, the first thing i think of is not to go school, because it is a short day, so sianz... and when i was about to leave home, i look at my bed and tell myself that today, around 2 or 3, i can come back and sleep already... shiok arh!!! hahaha... did my tutorials, so wasn't really scare that i cannot make it for the two period chemistry... btw, today wasn't quite good for me... again, saw her neglecting me... well, managed to smile at her, but did nothing much... wanted to speak, but i was afraid...
I broke a promise to help a friend... i said i will never sms again, but i dun dare to call her, so i replied her sms... just to help her stand up again... i hope what i did is right...
:)
When i woke up, it was around 6:30... had a great sleep, wanted to sleep longer, but promise Daren to teach him maths... well, we i went to West Mac and teach him some maths... wasn't really good at teaching, but making him do pratice can really help him a lot, so i did! hahaha, saw a junior, had a chat with him... he like loner like that, so we sat together, and next time we all going to study together... hahaha... the suay thingy of today is really suay... got two person playing with chilli sauce, than shoot all the chilli on me... SUAY arh!!! my white shirt, was all stained with chilli loh, bloody hell... but never mind, they say sorry, well, i'm fine with it... people do make mistakes, right? i just smile at them and say, never mind... :) SHUAI!!! hahaha, no lar, but i am seriously not angry... and Hui Ying!!! HANG ON!!! must do it, cannot give up... if social studies and history is so tough, and you dunno what to study, try to briefly study every chapter!!! at least know the main factors... and of course,
TRY YOUR BEST!!! dun let yourself regret... BE A MONKEY guys!!! HANG ON!!! me go do chemistry le, see you!!!
Friends are easy to make, but "friend" beside a "ship" is not...
J wrote a blog @11:36 pm
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A day that start with the recieve of handphone bill... it actually cost $98 dollars...
When my dad drive me to school, i am stunted... speechless... was shocked that my bill actually reached up so high... 1600+ SMS... sianz... had two choice, change plan, or use less... well, the formal is impossible, so, i'll have to use the latter... well, i intend not to use too much sms... the last sms i sent will be the sms to my friend, -.-"... hahaha, she seems sianz today, well, hope she do well... ok??? had a physics test today, wasn't doing very well, in the end, was feeling so sad... had a headache yesterday, when you have headache, your head is full of shit... when there is full of shit, no physics theory can go in... and i consoled my friend yesterday, she is taking prelims today, so i talk to her, to relief her stress... hehehe...
Was so ashame of myself...
I borrowed Yeong Chee's handphone, and than send a sms to Kai Jun, disturbing her... and ended up i inflitrated Yeong Chee's privacy, and cause some stupid trouble... i am really sorry to both of you, forgive me ok? thanks... in advance... when will i grow up, stop all this stupid nonsense... i'll never do that again, i promise...
J wrote a blog @10:59 pm
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Beside myself
A way to describe my feelings now...
Just return home from school, well, how's school? nah, sama sama one lar... almost the same everyday... having a S.H.M test tomolo, not sure how, die??? well, i have a word to describe... DEAD!!! she is so far, yet so close... manage to see her, yet can't chat... aiya, talk more, like that i will die de... well, my friend gave me a present today!!! she and her brother... hahaha, was so happy when recieved the present, thats great!!! thanks!!! well, went home, mom shouted at me... she always say her sister lazy to learn how to cook, blar blar blar... now, i have been calling to the starhub for times, to redeem somethings... i even taught her that, now, she is the one who isn't willing to learn, blame who? she is angry with me now, nah, dun care lar, my heart is empty now, can't care anything already...
I've been alone, been alone in the dark... i dare say people do not pratice what they preach... well, i am gonna pratice what i preach... most of the times, i am like, a mute, who can't complain about the bittness medicine he has eaten... you ku nan yan... haiZ~!, you guys take care, i hope she is well and happy...
J wrote a blog @6:54 pm
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No matter how trival a good deed is, do it...
No matter how trival a bad deed is, never do it...
I'll always remember that... well, woke up, planned to go to optics shop and make contacts, but well, in the end, never did... the person say contact is not suitable for my degree, thus, no need... so, never mind than... wasn't very happy, until the shop owner bought me coffee, and than got one worker there tell me something, which makes me really feel quite bad... well, i know the owner and their worker there, quite good with them lar... hahaha... erm, the worker told me that his first rule as a human is... to respect elderly... because one day, you will grow old... well, i have been treating my parents, not bad also not good... should treat them better, talk back to them lesser times... this might do well... hahaha, i think what he say is right, how you treat the elderly now, will be how people treat you when you are old... went to make a halved framed specs in the end... quite ok lar, better then the current one... came back home, PIA tutorial until siao... still doing now, but came to blog because i wanna do it before 12:00... to make sure the date is right... hahaha, well, Jenson Button lost again... was suppose to have good hope, but well, too bad... luck lar... next race is in Shanghai, a new route, see how his luck lar... well guys, i need luck too... and good luck to you all too... good night...
J wrote a blog @11:44 pm
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:)
Well, late by 15 minutes, due to the stupid soccer match... damn stupid loh, those who bet one, a minute they win, another they lose... hahaha, sudden turn over in the match... anyway, just bathed, feeling shiok!!! shuang arh!!! well, left chemistry and tutorial 17 to do... 17 a lot sia, wanted to do one, but than hor, hahaha, lazy lar... lazy is the word, well, have not been training loh, so sianz... hope i can do better in the next trial...
Went to grandfather house yesterday, so stuffy... almost wanted to vomit... so boring too, nothing seems to interest me there... the only few things interest me is tv only loh... my best friend... hahaha, i got a few friend, a trusted friend in school, my calculator... and my home best friend, my tv... hehehe, my radio? i seldom listen to it... hahaha, going to do workout today already... means sunday lar... arh!!! soccer, my favourite sport, but i just cannot excel in it... hahahaha, no potential... good night, me going sleep...
J wrote a blog @12:19 am
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Am i a liar to you all?
Well, a lot of people say my words cannot be trusted, hahaha, sometimes, when i am kidding, they cannot feel the kidding mood... i dun blame them, hey ya!!! how i wish i can close my ears, so that i can choose to listen or not to listen... i not sure why we cannot... i dun wanna know a lot of things... can i choose? no no no no!!! i love my CCA, my class, and my school... i miss them, i miss my friends... been thinking what can i do in the future... but since i have no worries now, lets not think about it, right? dui bu dui? me just woke up, feeling very tired, planning to do homework all day today, so after i finish blogging, i'll have to go bath and study loh.... hope i can do it lar... hahahaha...
J wrote a blog @1:15 pm
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This blog is dedicated to ME, MYSELF and WONG!!!
I love her!!! she is those sports women kind, chio lar... i love her lar, me going crazy... thinking about her, makes me crazy... i wanna know her more... but you guys out there don't help... i will help myself... i so sianz now, feeling sad, wanna do homework, but did not do any... hahaha, so lame... found a few songs, quite nice lar... tuo diao especially... hahaha... so not happy today, but also not sad... not sure why, just slept the whole afternoon... nothing to do, have not been visiting other people's blog lately, no time lar... dunno what they all writing, and i not sure how many people is reading this... hahaha, fewer people are tagging... and that bloody hell, dun tag with a person name "more people" or "fewer people"... ok??? waste my tag space... my tag board is specially made for WONG!!! arh!!! i miss you like crazy, even more than words can say!!! good night guys, enjoy your weekend...
J wrote a blog @10:20 pm
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If the maximum mood level is 10, what is yours?
Mine? it will be at least 10!!! wohoo, not only just for today, but i'll
make sure it gets ten, everyday... hahaha, well, why? i not sure... since others can get sad, when i am happy, it'll make a balance... if i sad, everybody sad, than it is not a good sign ya? hahaha, well, today went to track training... did not complete two sets of circuit last time... this time, i did... have a constant pace... and i am constantly bouncing about... sianz loh... hahaha, hope i can make it to the nationals... my dream!!! hahaha, dream? i dream of being a pilot, well now??? known as dao kia because of my cock eye... cannot see people... hahaha... hope i can do well lar, for promos... you people too, work hard ok? hehehehe, see you guys... and hope people in 1S19, wish you all the best... me am a good listener, try me!!! good bye!!!
J wrote a blog @10:43 pm
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It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone... but it takes a lifetime to forget just her smile, how long do i need to forget her love?
Her name, bang right into my heart today... her name, just appear in front of me... how? she was the one, i'll never forget her, never... friends forever? that is my short term goal with her, and my long term goal is something else... something closer? well, jealous is what i felt, when names hung on her mouth, belong to others... i can't bear the feeling... just today, not sure why... felt happy when she mention me... will this last?
Went to buy three Giordano shirt, orange, black, and navy... the navy is for me to print a design on the back of it... went to a print shop, it says cannot print white on the shirt, not sure why, but i believe some other ship can... so i will not give up, and dun worry, that shirt, will be back... hahaha, i have confidence in the printer in singapore... rush to white sand to study, well, did only two question of the chemistry equilibrium... lame right? hahaha, went to another shop, well, it is closed... going to try again next time, when i am free... well, was feeling good today, and i always tell myself to remember what Kaori tell me... Kaori says i am a person who always bring up the mood of my group of friends... and i am a person who will not need others to bring up my mood... ;), i will always remember that... thanks!!! well, now blogging, watching show also, off to watch... take care guys... my old say: "share your problems with me, ya?" hahaha... good night...
J wrote a blog @11:49 pm
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Pre-fever
Yo!!! normal blogger i am... woke up, meet my friend at 1:30, went track, stitch, sianz arh!!! disappointed, went home... than got pre-fever syndrome... arh!!! Zhen Xian and one volleyball girl lost her bag... later found back at the squash court... suay sia... damn suay... chat with my -.-", well, she said she not in mood to talk, mood swing? erm, take care ok??? and best wishes to Miss Leow!!! being a teacher is not easy, but to teach is to touch a life forever... good luck to everyone!!! all the luck to my -.-" friend!!! good night guys!!!
J wrote a blog @9:18 pm
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Back
Well, came back from a few days of non blogging days... well, i went to a C.I.P that cost me half a day, but a lot of things learnt from it... running posture, style, etc... well, my morale wasn't good the second day, because there is a thing flooding me in my mind... that is, how do i become better... well, i am not satisfied by myself, but one cannot ask too much from one... well, lets not talk about it... actually the above paragraph, i have typed before already, but the server down, so did not post it up, and you want me to type again? damn sianz... hahaha, well, had a great day, my friend sms me, and today i have been thinking about the raffles girl, hahaha... i think she from ex raffles, cause she is from WINGS Athletic Club now... hahaha, she is so pretty... my god!!! hahaha, well, wasn't feeling well later at night, had a headache...
Exams coming, in three weeks time, ending soon too.... PW doing okok... test revise not starting too... hahaha, well, going to start already lar, dun worry for me... and to all taking 'N' Levels, i'll wish you all all the best!!! if you have no inspiration, think of me!!! hahaha, bet you'l' vomit if you do... and work hard for everyone else!!!
J wrote a blog @11:48 pm
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Lost
Lost, my friend, is so down... wanted to help him so much... imagine, he is hanging on the cliff, you, with safety ropes, parachute, and other safety equipment... you wanted to help him so much, but you just can't reach him... this kind of feeling, i wanted to help them, my friends... i dun wish to see them fell, no way... i seriously dunno what to say... can't think of anything to say... people, take care please... i am here to share your problems with, i really wanted to help... i can be the light that shine upon you in the darkness of your life... i will be............................................................................... please help them...
J wrote a blog @10:03 pm
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Have not have this face for quite awhile... today is special... well, i not sure why... everyone seems to be not bothering me... and Kian Leap, he is the one i've been thinking about... well, i felt that we are drifting apart... but we are not even close, how to drift apart... hahaha, i not want very very close lar, but close enough can already lar... i know last time i suan you, very bad... erm, sorry!!! seriously... friends always!!! aiya, sometimes, i too sensitive also lar... maybe we all still fine, but me think too much... should be lar... haiZ~!... mood dropping liao... aiya, and Mr Zhi Jia, you too, do take care... i just wanna let you know that i am here for you, always!!! always always... this blog, and tag board, will never disappear, feel free to sms me too... can find me and talk one... ok? i just wanna be a good friend, hope i can!!! :) take care guys!!! off to study for chemistry!!!
J wrote a blog @9:51 pm
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