:) or :\
My mood, have been always :) or :\, and it is never :(... i told myself not to be sad... today was a :\ day... cause i really studied hard for the test, came out so hard... even malcolm, know how to do some question which i did not know... compare to them, i am so useless... been failing all the way... am thinking now, what can i do next time, what happen if i retain, what happen if i cannot get an a level cert, what happen.... what can i do!!! so much enquries... dun know if spelled correctly... sianz... came back home after the killing test, sleep... and than wake up... try to make myself :... tried really hard!!! being so useless is not what i want... arh!!! felt so useless now... where can i find the answers i need... well, a piece of advice for you all... trust is the most important between friends... my best friend tested my trust, and i let her down... whee... ~sign~...
J wrote a blog @10:45 pm
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